On Your Birthday
For years, he wrapped his best gift
into a single sheet of typing paper
and tucked it in the corner of your vanity mirror.
And there, your husband’s words,
like spring’s first crocus,
pushed their snowy heads eagerly
into the gray days of winter.
Each birthday, they took careful root in the only
seed bed worth tending.
To his best reader,
to the love—oh, the love of his life!
To the home he carried with him
into and out of the dark places that might have undone him,
but for you.
To the one who makes do, who takes little
and gives much.
To the loveliest of all the birds he kept,
the one whose silver wings flash like bright berries
in the junipers.
And now the words are left to me.
I can hear my father’s fingers on his Royal typewriter,
the quick slap of thumb and forefingers,
the blue rush of each carriage return.
I can feel the round keys give themselves, as they must,
to a rhythm preordained.
And the small metal stand with wings that unfold
to hold notebooks and such
quakes with each image pounded into life.
Now, the words he gifted--
so many words spilling from line to line,
jumping the white spaces of the decades--
now, this word cache strains against the grave.
And so, on your birthday,
consider this a single page tucked into the corner
of your vanity.
Consider that the old black Royal lumbers on
with humble words unearthed from the genetic soil
of the one who loves you
always.
With all my love, Shannon
2 Comments
I am sure your beautiful words bring warm tears of comfort and joy to your dear mother, as they bring touch of sadness to my heart for time that has passed.
January 10, 2020 at 3:03 pmBrian, sadness for me, too. I think I cried most of the time I was writing and revising this poem. My mom recently let me read the letters that my dad had written her when he was in basic training after they were first married. I can’t even begin to describe the love they shared from the very beginning. I knew that my mom and dad loved each other deeply, but these letters gave me new insight into the way my dad, in particular, loved my mom. Honestly, I couldn’t make it through them all. They both inspired me and grieved me for the love I would never experience. Thanks for reading. Hope all is well with you.
January 13, 2020 at 1:59 pm