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March 18, 2023

Seasons of Ignorance

There is a cult of ignorance in the United States, and there always has been. The strain on anti-intellectualism has been a constant thread winding its way through our political and cultural life, nurtured by the false notion that democracy means that “my ignorance is just as good as your knowledge.

–Isaac Asimov                                                                                                                            

Tom Nichols uses these words from Isaac Asimov, American writer and professor of biochemistry, to open the first chapter of his book, The Death of Expertise: The Campaign against Established Knowledge and Why It Matters (Oxford University Press, 2017). A cult of ignorance in our nation? A common credo that my ignorance is just as good as your knowledge? Ouch. Harsh words, indeed. But they are words which echo Nichols’ fear that “the death of expertise actually threatens to reverse the gains of years of knowledge among people who now assume they know more than they actually do.” This reversal, Nichols argues, “is a threat to the material and civic well-being of citizens in a democracy.”

Ignorance may be a constant thread that has woven its way through our lives, but Nichols argues that there is a new sort of Declaration of Independence, one that would likely make the Founding Fathers weep:

no longer do we hold these truths to be self-evident, we hold all truths to be self-evident, even the ones that aren’t true. All things are knowable and every opinion on any subject is as good as any other.

In my first year of college teaching, I recall a class period during which I was giving instructions regarding an upcoming essay assignment. As I finished, a hand in the back shot up. I called on the young man who asked about how this essay would be graded because, he explained, everyone’s opinion and interpretation is uniquely theirs and just as good as anyone else’s, so everyone should get an A, right? At that point in my career, I was young and naive enough that I failed to see that he wasn’t joking. I probably chuckled. In fact, I may have guffawed. Until I realized that he was quite serious, and there were 24 sets of expectant eyes upon me. Inquiring minds really did want to know. So, I launched into my best explanation of why all opinions are not equal. My students looked at me through narrowed eyes and pinched lips. Clearly, I wasn’t preaching to the choir.

That was 40 years and a lifetime ago. This same argument–that all opinions are equal–has metastasized into something much larger and more dangerious than a grade on a college composition. For Nichols argues that “[w]hen students become valued clients instead of learners, they gain a great deal of self-esteem, but precious little knowledge,” and as a result, they fail to develop “the habits of critical thinking that would allow them to continue to learn and to evaluate the kinds of complex issues on which they will have to deliberate and vote as citizens.”

I’ve seen this firsthand in my own schools and classrooms, and I’m witnessing this on a larger scale through the eyes of friends, former colleagues, and family members who are growing weary of keeping up the good fight. In fact, recently I’ve read five articles from reputable journals in which their authors report on the demise of English majors (and other humanities majors) across the nation. The reason? These majors aren’t practical, their critics contend. After all, what do you do with an English major besides teach? What’s the cost/benefit ratio for investing in such majors? Isn’t it time for universities to replace these majors with other more vocational ones, ones that offer graduates a better chance of securing gainful employment? Those experts defending the humanities’ majors argue that these courses, in particular, have historically helped prepare students to become better humans, better citizens, better thinkers, better voters. And those who teach English, then, have born–and continue to bear–a great and necessary responsibility for developing these types of citizens. But as teachers and experts in the humanities, Nichols laments, we resent them and believe they must be wrong simply because they’re experts, members of an exclusive elite and educated group. Who are they to insist that the humanities are invaluable to a democratic society? What makes their research and insight so special? You should read what a guy I read on the Internet said about how worthless the humanities are . . .

In the past year, I’ve seen a kind of willful ignorance dominate a whole host of meetings and gatherings. Much of it comes from an inability and/or an unwillingness to listen closely enough to even entertain what someone else is saying. This is often confirmation bias at its best–or worst. That is, people come with their minds made up on any given issue or policy, and if they listen to others, it’s only to those who confirm what they already believe. Sadly, this reminds me of what children often do when they don’t want to hear something: they stick their fingers in their ears and repeat–loudly–I can’t hear you, I can’t hear you. I’ve witnessed people roll their eyes, talk over and shout down others, fiddle on their phones when others talk, and even grab their coats and storm out. It matters little what issue or what forum it is in which it’s being discussed (I use this word generously because there’s not often any genuine discussion). I spent my professional life trying to convict students that they have a moral and ethical responsibility to listen with open ears, even, and especially to, their opponents. So much for adults who model this responsibility. Tragically, the joke is on those of us who continue to believe that there is much to be gained from careful, respectful listening to those who just might know more than we do.

Nichols addresses this kind of willful ignorance in his book. He writes about the blind spot that people may have when it comes to their own abilities and inabilities:

And some of us, as indelicate as it might be to say it, are not intelligent enough to know when we’re wrong, no matter how good our intentions. Just as we are not all equally able to carry a tune or draw a straight line, many people simply cannot recognize the gaps in their own knowledge or understand their own inability to construct a logical argument.

How can I really understand the gaps in my own knowledge and the flaws in my own logic if I’m unwilling to admit that there are others–experts in their fields even–who have studied something and, as a result of their study, know more than I do? In short, I can’t. And herein lies the problem which is ultimately one of misplaced pride. Nichols goes so far as to call it narcissism. He argues that “there is a self-righteousness and fury to this new rejection of expertise.” We’ve all seen this play out nationally on political, cultural, educational, and social stages. There are those who not only dismiss expertise; they mock it, shout it down, and mercilessly shame it. Fury is not too strong a word to describe this kind of rejection. Wimp that I am, I confess that I’ve often had to turn off the television or turn away from the Internet because, even in the comfort of my own home, I cower under the weight of such fury.

In 1835, French observer, Alexis de Tocqueville commented on the nature of the American mind by contending that each American appeals only to the individual effort of his own understanding.  To elaborate on this statement, Nichols states that Tocqueville speculated that this distrust of expertise and intellectual authority was founded “in the nature of American democracy.” Nichols also cites political scientist Richard Hoftstadter who confirms this particular kind of American individualism:

In the original American populist dream, the omnicompetence of the common man was fundamental and indispensable. It was believed that he could, without much special preparation, pursue the professions and run the government.

Hofstadter wrote this in 1963. I suspect he might say that that this populist dream has grown too big for its britches, that given the nature and complexity of the issues we face today, we must prepare ourselves extremely well if we are to succeed in our professions and government. Of course, this doesn’t mean that everyone must be an expert on everything. Even if we wanted to and were willing to devote hours to study, we couldn’t realistically develop expertise on more than a few things. We can, however, be willing and wise enough to defer to those who are experts and to carefully weigh differing expert accounts before drawing conclusions. We can and must know our own limitations and accept the responsibility for continued learning. We must do much more than confirm our biases, satistfying as this may be. And, difficult as it may be, we must admit that we face a staggering rise of willful ignorance that threatens our democracy.

My ignorance is not just as good as your knowledge. Asimov accurately identifies this as a false notion that has produced a cult of ignorance. We live in precarious times in which all sorts of groups are vying for power and dominance, claiming that they know best and, as such, should make decisions and policies. We live in a democracy, which guarantees that all of these groups must have a voice. I continue to pray, however, that these voices will be cultivated with expert and sufficient knowledge, sound reason, and respect. At the very least, I pray that we’ll collectively remove our fingers from our ears and take heed: the children are watching.

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March 1, 2023

Seasons of Homesickness

To mourn is to be eaten alive with homesickness for that person.
― Olive Ann Burns

This is my family home: 611 West 27th Street, Kearney, NE. This is the house where my mom made a real home for us, the place where, even now, I return to as a refuge; where both my dad and mom spent their final days; where my siblings and I shared so many moments which have become inextricably bound to this house.

Upon leaving after each visit to my family home, my mom and dad would stand at the curb, watching and waving until I turned the corner and couldn’t see them any longer. I am homesick for these waving parents. I am homesick for the respite they gave me from the busyness of my life as mother and teacher. I am homesick for their unflagging belief in me, for the hours of unadulterated love. Most of all, as I mourn both their losses, I am utterly homesick for them. American author Olive Ann Burns understands well the mourning which eats you alive with homesickness–not so much for a place but for a person.

In his 1982 novella, The Breathing Method, Stephen King writes:

Homesickness is not always a vague, nostalgic, almost beautiful emotion, although that is somehow the way we always seem to picture it in our mind. It can be a terribly keen blade, not just a sickness in metaphor but in fact as well. It can change the way one looks at the world; the faces one sees in the street look not just indifferent but ugly….perhaps even malignant. Homesickness is a real sickness- the ache of the uprooted plant.

The notion that homesickness can be a terribly keen blade is not lost on those of us who grieve. Although I confess to moments of nostalgia, an almost beautiful emotion, there are just as many moments during which the terrible keen blade of grief slices through me. Deftly, decisively, it flays the hour, spilling the guts of all the pain I’ve stuffed inside. This is the terrible side of homesickness which often comes upon me quickly and without warning. Of course, I know that my experience is not unique, that all those who grieve feel the blade of homesickness in some way and to some extent. Still, those who grieve also understand the individual and solitary nature of their homesickness. This is a path they must ultimately walk alone, aching as uprooted plants.

Homesickness, however individual, is also born from emotions which are fundamentally deeper and more universal. Author Anna Quindlen describes the homesickness she experienced after the death of her mother:

[After my mother died, I had a feeling that was] not unlike the homesickness that always filled me for the first few days when I went to stay at my grandparents’ house, and even, I was stunned to discover, during the first few months of my freshman year at college. It was not really the home my mother had made that I yearned for. But I was sick in my soul for that greater meaning of home that we understand most purely when we are children, when it is a metaphor for all possible feelings of security, of safety, of what is predictable, gentle and good in life.

I like this so much. For me–and I suspect for my siblings– my family home in Kearney, NE is truly representative of all possible feelings of security, of safety, of what is predictable, gentle and good in life. In this place, we held glorious celebrations: birthdays, holidays, Friday nights of popcorn before the television. In this place, we laughed together, long and hard, sharing the kinds of family jokes that live happily in your soul for years to come. In this place, we cried without shame, bearing our greatest fears and failures, releasing them into the safe and gentle arms of family. In this place, we grew up, testing the waters of convictions and dreams. As such, I realize that, in truth, I’m most soul-sick for the greater meaning of home.

One of my favorite childhood characters, Winnie the Pooh, exclaimed “How lucky am I to have something that makes saying goodbye so hard.” As I left Kearney last weekend, I felt lucky, indeed, to mourn so hard for my parents and my family home. Such is the nature of my grief: that from its cold earth springs an insistent joy which blooms, season after season, pushing its way into the light. In The Return of the King, J. R. R. Tolkien writes:

Do you remember the Shire, Mr. Frodo? It’ll be spring soon. And the orchards will be in blossom. And the birds will be nesting in the hazel thicket. And they’ll be sowing the summer barley in the lower fields… and eating the first of the strawberries with cream. Do you remember the taste of strawberries?

Yes, I remember the Shire, Mr. Frodo. And yes, I can feel the coming spring and taste the first strawberries. I’m homesick for all of it, and for this, I’m more grateful than I can say.



I know I shall be homesick for you... Even in heaven. (Beth March to her family on her impending death)
― Louisa May Alcott, Little Women

--for my sisters
Dear Louisa May Alcott,

In waking and sleeping, 
I can’t stop wondering if my mother—
just one month dead—
is as homesick for me as I am for her. 

For I am Beth,
as I am all your little women:
homesick in death and in life.

Do you see how I stand at the edge of my hours, 
homesick for what has been
and what will be?

Do you see how I am forever walking
through my mother’s door where,
cat on lap, she is always there,
filling me well beyond the measure of my worth?

So, who will fill me now?
Who will keep the happy home of all my days?

Who will purple my meadow with wild lupine
and hang a clear, wide sky of hope above me?
And who will be my plumb line, keeping taut
these loose ends flapping feebly in the wind?

Louisa, I am homesick for things I can’t yet name.

But this, I know:

     How in the center of all these nameless things, 
     my mother holds court,
     all her little women at her feet, 
     each content to know there’s nowhere else
     they’d rather be.